Tuesday, February 12, 2013

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 18

It was s3ood

He came and pushed yousef off me

He started to beat him

S3ood finished from him

S3oud gave me an angry face and aghast : sara nizlay ta7at here the car keys

I nodded ashamed what i was into

I sat in the car

Crying and crying and crying

S3oud came

He opened the door and slammed it

S3oud : sara shnu sawalich ?

I cant tell him Im ashamed

S3oud : gouliiliii

Me : el--ly s-h-sh-fta

He engine the car

Speed up

Till we stoped in an apartment

S3oud : nizly

I nodded

Ya rabii

Shnu be9er eb fahood

S3oud : cham ragam fahod ?

Me : *************

S3oud : dishay da5el

I entered the apartment

He went far away

And talked on the phone


I entered a random room w start crying on the bed


SOUD POV :


I really sorry for sara i dont know what to do now

I called fahad and told him

I can hear that hes mad

I said to him that i will try to solve the problem Finally i hung up

I went to search for sara who was crying

I sat on the bed and hugged her

She huged me even tighter

Sara : please dont let me go . She whispered

Me : never . Replied in whisper

We sat like this for the whole evening

Its time to sleep

Me : yallah ana broo7 anam

Sara : s3oud 5ayfa nam m3ay

I satred at her

Sara is affraid of the bed

Me : ok

I went to dress in sweat pants and a random shirt

We were both in the bed and the covers were over us

Sara slept while i was staring at her

At her beauiful smile

I miss her laugh her ,tears of happiness , her hugs

Suddenly she move and slept on my shirt

She whispered : you'll never leave me alone promise ?

She was still in a deep sleep

I closed my eyes and start looking forward for tomorrow

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 17

To find yousef next to me

Hugging me a side

Kissing my neck

He started to go down

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I woke up from this horrible dream

I put on some long sleeve shirts and a gray sweatpants finally a veil

Non of them is wake up since its saturday

I left a note in the kitchen

That says " Im jogging outside dont be worry " -Sara

I started jogging

Went to starbucks to buy something to eat since I am hungry

And returned the apartment to find yousef worried

Yousef : wain kintay sara ?

Me : starbucks

Yousef : mno elii kila edig 3alaich belail ?

Me : my cousins

Yousef : what is her or his name ?

Me : s3ood

Yousef : give me your phone

Me : fahad shoof refeejek ga3ad e9are5 3alay

Yousef : fahad mu hnii

He pushed me on the wall

And start kissing me randomly

Tears were running through my face

Trying to keep them inside

He started touched parts of my body " the reproductive organ "

He held me to his room

Pushed me to the bed

And his dick doing his job

I was screaming and crying but no one is there

Until the door opened

It was .............

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 16


We finally landed in texas dallas

I took a cab gave him my brother address


He stoped at a rent aparment

I gave him money and a tip

He thanked me alot or should i say he almost gave me a hug haha

I knocked the door

The door open

It wasnt fahad

Me : umm hello is it fahad al-x apartment

......: yes but who are you ?

Me : his sister .... Um can you call him for me ?

.......: uhwa bel college al7een ... Deshay

I stepped inside

.... : im yousef btw

Me : ohh an honor ... Sara

Yousef : ee fahad kel egoul ena mt7asef ma ya 7aflat t5arjich

Me : ee i know he told me

I heard the door being open

And fahad entered

He seemed so tired

He saw me

Fahad : sara ... Meta yatay ma7ad galii

Me : long story sleep now w agoulik b3deen

Fahad : did you get a room

Me : yup my old room

Yousef : e7m i took your room

Me : oh 3adii ahmeds room

Fahad : ok let me help you

I went ahmeds room

I changed the bed sheets

And slept

.......

In morning

Fahad : sara yall goumay
Sara : okay okay

I got up were a sweatpants and a tshirt and a jacket finally a veil

I sat with them

Yousef stood up : and nw i introduce you to chief yousef

He made pancakes

Me : yummmy good chief

Yousef : i know

Fahad : yallah yousef college .... Sara shnu ra7 tedressen ?

Me : handasa

Fahad : cham 5athaty ?

Me : the highest GPA in my school

Fahad : thats my sister ... Ensajlich elyoum

Me : ok

They left

I changed to go out

I went to shop in a mall near us

I was just buying and buying

I took a cab to the apartment

Awal ma we9alt athan fa i prayed

After few hours fahad and yousef came

Me : fahood meta you'll tour me

Fahood : malii 5elg 5alii yousef ewadich

Yousef : bacher inshallah

Me : ok

Ufff i dont want yousef

Days passed and me and yousef went almost everywhere

Until that day that i hated my life at

It was in night

I was wearing batherobe

Slept in boxers and random shirt

I slept

Till 3 am

I woke up to find .....

Saturday, January 5, 2013

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 15

There was a ship will sink and one of my family members said that we have to sacrifice to live

The first one is ( mom , fatma , anfal , ahmed , fahad , me , youse , 7amood , dad )

I went down in the ocean to see some one

He just said : SARA YA 7AYWANA

I woke up from that scary dream

I went to the bathroom

Washed my face

Read some of quran

My phone ring

I saw the ID Caller : S3oud Alx

I ignored the first time

He kept calling

On the fourth time i answered

Me : aloo
S3oud : sara wainich lazem ashoofech
Me : s3oud tkfa abii a5th ra7a t3abat men kel shay

I hung up

My dad called

Me : hala yuba
Dad : tra 7jazt lich betroo7en texas roo7ay fahad apartment
Me : ok meta ?
Dad : elyoum at 6 pm
And he hung up

I went downstairs

Me : mama elyoum basafer
Mom : wain ?
Me : 7g fahad ... W bakamil derastii eb usa
Mom : 3a6ooch mn7a
Me : ee



I packed my things

I called my friends 3ashan ewa9lownii w esalmoon 3alay

On my way to the airpot

We sat laughed about our high school adventures

They announced that the airplan will leave i kissed them

And off to texas

Monday, December 10, 2012

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 14


I open my eyes to see my mom shaking me ?

Me : yuma shfeech ?

Mum * teyabyeb * : youlich 5i6ab

Me * not caring * :.enzain .. Mnu ?

Mum : Rakan w s3oud ... S3oud la ta5theena e5thay rakan

Me * surprised * : yuma fee om ma tabii tzawj bentha 7g weld o5ooha ?

Mum : la bs rakan rayal ... Hhhh 5ala9 hathy 7ayatch

Me : afaker b3deen ... E9eer 5air

Mum just nodded

Closed the door

She was in no sight of my room

I was about to sleep back

My phone started ringing

Uff mnu

I hold the phone without seeing the ID Caller

Me : UFFF YA3NIII MA ANAM WAY3A

...: sara eshfeech

Ambiaah hathi om s3oud

Me : ambaiih sorry 7asbalii elii yedegoom yest3b6oon mn ams * i lied *

Om s3oud : ee ... Sara abeech trfethiin s3oud

I was shocked

Me : lish ?

Om s3oud : ana abii a56ebla Jawaher .. Bs uhwa yabeech

Me : okay

Om s3oud : bye

Me : bye

I hang up


I kept thinking

I decide to ingnore again

And i will reject both

I prayed rak3teen

Ring ring

I toke my phone and looked for the ID Caller : Kinda

Me : hala belg63a
Kinda : hala feech ana wala entay
Me : feech 6l3a ?
Kinda : ee .. 3ashan chethii dagait 3laich
Me : wagt elm9al7 tejeek elklab meshtaga
Kinda : yallah moreenii
Me : 30 mins wa morech

I toke a shower

Chose a kashkha cloth

And then headed down

No body was in home

Dad no.
Mum no.
Fahad no.
A7mad no.
Anfal no.
7moud w yousef no.

Bs taleesa

Talessa : wain roo7 ?
Me : broo7 m3a kinda
Taleesa : tra s3oud jeeb sayara bara w hatha mefta7

She handed my the key

Went outside the house

I opened the car

Sh'3ltha then headed to kinda's

I reached her house

I called her

Kinda : alooo * sleepy *
Me : yallah a ta7at
Kinda: ok ok
And she hang up


I waited 15 mins

Kinda climbed my car

Kinda : oh mnu shralech hathy elsayara
Me : s3oud
Kinda : wallah lw 3endii cousin e7ebnii hal kither chan ma hadata
Me : ufff 9akray elsalfa
Kinda : ok ... Ween benroo7 ?
Me : ana meshthaya chocolate bar
Kinda: avenu
Me : ok

I drived till the avenu ...

I dont have laysen Bs i know how to drive when i was 14

Kan 7ail z7ma

We toke 20 mins 3ala ma endwer mwgef

We got out of the car

A guy saw me then he said : akeed bent ja5

Well actually im not

Kinda was walking like she's an old women

Me : girl you walk faster
Kinda : i cant ... I so fat
Me : you should make diet
Kinda : i did but food inspire me

I laughed

I was a kind of a open minded girl that talk to guys with a limit

I went through H&M i was chosing a basices and shoes

A guy walked to me and said : swartich 7ilwa

Me : aww thank you .. It from america
Guy : tra ana g3d a'3zlich
Me : tsk tsk tsk 3aib you are a bad boy

The guy went

I laughed
I did it ebga9d

I called kinda

Kinda : hello
Me : wainich ?
Kinda : warach
I turned around
Me : yuma
I jumped from my place
Kinda was laughing so hard
Me : yallah emshay
Kinda : ok ok

We went out of H&M

To pinkberry elii yam ikea

G3dna nakel yougert

I saw the same guy elle kan e'3azelnii weya a7mad

I catched him pointing at me

Ambiaah a7mad ra7 e6ega

Me : kinda yallah 5an roo7 yallah
Kinda: haw shfeech
Me : a7medo o5oy ra7 yet.hawash
Kinda: lish ?
Me : lana refeeja '3azalnii
Kinda: OMG yallah


We were walking fast

A7mad was following me

We entered forever 21

Hide beside the dresses

Shakelna kan 7ail '3ala6

I saw him raye7 the men side

I safe now

I called kinda

Me *wispher* : kanood wainich
Kinda : 3end elchasher
Me : ok im coming

I went there wala shara 3 dresses w some sandals

Me : ola kel hatha sharatii in 10 mins
Kinda : im in love with shopping
Me : yallah nakel b3deen
Kinda : mu chena makleen pinkberry twa wain eroo7 el akel sara?
Me: goulii mashallah
Kinda : mashallah

We went to eat mac

Retured to the car

Wala the same guy elii galll "akeed bent ja5 " walkes toward me

The guy : law sema7tii entii mn benta ?
Me : alx
The guy : bent mnu ?
Me : saad
The guy : ee 3rafta ehwa met8a3ed al7een ?
Me : ee lish t3rfa ?
The guy : kan edaressnii beljesh .... Abi ra8ma
Me : ee hak 9*******
The guy : mashkoora


I went to drop kinda

Kinda : t3alii baitna
Me : ok

I parked my car

Then passed the indoor pool

Kinda and i went up to her room

She gave me a bikini

Me : shnu hatha?
Kind : libsay bensba7 pool
Me : ok

I changed to bikini and it was so sexy

Kinda : girl you have a body of a model
Me : aww thanks

I Jumped in the pool and start relaxing
Then i got up and set on the chair
Start to drink orange juice

I felt that there was a eye on me staring

Until i lift my head to see

Kinda's cousin 7amni staring at my body

I started covering my self with towel

Kinda : 7MANII E6L3 BARA

Let me tell you about 7amni : big green eyes his mother is spanish , you can say HOT , 8 packs , messy hair . The only thing that he toke from his dad is dark brown hair

7amni : ok sorry

He went out

I uncovered my self

Kinda : i think that 7amni like you

Me : shut up

We went up to her room

I start running fast to get in to the shower and i did

I start showering while kinda is shouting

After a hour

I wore my colthes
Got out

And see kinda sleeping

I woke her up and informed her that i should go

I went down i saw 7mani beside my car

I went to ride the car

7amni : hathy sayartich

I just nodded

7amni : mnu sharalich yaha ?
Me : my cousin
7amni : mabrook 3alaich bel3afya
Me : allah e3afeek

He was just staring in my body

Me : um ... Bye

I went to home toke a nap

.....: SARA YA 7AYWANA

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LONG POST

Saturday, November 17, 2012

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 13

It was RAKAN

Me : 5ara3tny enzain g3da alem my twin el3ajeeb

S3oud with a smile : eeh

Rakan : ma 3alaina yallah sara omich tabeech

S3oud : yallah sara yallah

We got into the m63am

Omii : sara g3day yamii

I sat next to her

Omii * wispered * : mabrook yolich 56ab

I was shocked : mno ?

Omii : Rakan

No no no and it was rakan

I faked a smile to mum

And start to give Rakan death stares while s3oud watching us and laughing

S3oud : saroo nesaity your bag ams ib sayarty

Me : eeh yallah abeeha al7een

We walked

Me : s3oud yeeb my bag minii wallah day5a

S3oud : first ma fee bag in the car second i saw you giving rakan death stares so thats why i said that lame excuse.

Me : mu lazem t3ref

S3oud : embala

Me : ok 5ala9 tabii t3ref Rakan 56abnii erta7t * sigh *

S3oud was shocked : wafagtay ?

Me : la2 bs ra7 ehya twafeg akeed ba3ad her best friend is his mother

S3oud : ok

And he left

I went to my new BOXTER w sat in it i stared at my knees and tears stormed on my face

Me * wisphered * : can this day turned to be worst ?

..... : Sara wain s3oud ?

I turned up and it was RAKAN

I ignored him

Rakan : sara eshfeech tabcheen

He raised my chin up

But i slapped him

He was shocked about what i did

I Got out of the car , and start walking to the ba7r

I was really mad

I sat on a bench beside the sea

Minutes later

A guy came

He has kuwaiti features , handsome

Guy : agdar ag3ad ?

He seemed nice and sweet

I just nodded

He sat next to me but there was a long space between us

I heard him sighs many times

I just kept starring at the sea


Guy : Esmich sara alx 97 ?

I looked at him : ee eshlon 3rafat

Guy : twitter kel elnas yetkalmoon 3anich

Me : aha shnu egouloon 3anii

Guy : ena you left twitter because of your boyfriend

Yes i deactivate my twitter acc

Me : la mu hatha elsibab elii 5alanii deactivate my acc

Guy : 3ayal lish ?

I looked the other side : elii faat maat

Guy : ee nsait a3arfech eb namfsii ana Salem alx?

I looked At him : you were in my school

Salem : ***?

Me : ee

Salem : 3ashan chthii gilt ana shay.feech eb mokan

S3oud POV :

I cant belive what she said

Ana men awal ma sheft Rakan w gelt he will ruin my life

God please tell me what to do

I'll go talk to my mother 3ashan te56eblii eyaha w elmathal egoul " elgreeeb awla mn el'3areeeb "

I'll show you mister Rakan

SARA POV :

Me : ambaih i'm late ... I have to go

I left without hearing something from him

I entered the resterurant

Goes where my family are

I sat alittle far away

Rakan kept staring in a weird way

I just ignored

S3oud was talking to his mum

Far away from the others

S3oud was screaming

I just heard 2 words that made me thiniking

" YUMA ABEEHA "

I satup went to a7jez a table for one

It was beside a nafoora

I ordered

I just kept thinking that i need to have a break

I chose not to study in kuwait

I'll study in USA

I need to leave all of the strees

I called my dad

Ring ring rin-

Dad : alooo
Me : yuba abii adres bemreeka
Dad : ok , metakda?
Me : ee w yuba e7jz lee 6ayara bacher
Dad : inshallah , bs tra beteg3deen ebshqat fahad .. B3ad ma 3indii flose
Me : ok

Yes we talk to our day but e hate him for what he did with mum

He treated her like a garbage

We only call him ma9la7a

The food came

I started eating like there isnt tomorrow

I went to my family they were all ready to leave

I ignored both s3oud and rakan

I went home and to la la land

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

We Were Just Cousins Chapter 12

After 6 years

Me and s3oud were happy but we know thats wrong fa we broke up

We decided to be a sister and brother but we both know we cant

So now were Seniors

Its my graduation day

It was thursday

Yeah i forgot to tell you t7ajabt

I was putting my makeup

When s3oud entered

S3oud : mabrook 7abeeb- *clearing his throat * e5tii

I saw he was sad but he agreed because it wrong

Me : hehe allah ebarek feeck

S3oud : tra youm el5amees elyay 7aflat t5arojii ... Ra7 teyeen ?

Me : * i smiled * : sure

It was the time to walk in the ballroom

All of the seniors girls was walking

I was walking beside zainab

Zainab is my classmate

Me : zanoob 7adii 5ayfa

Zainab : la t5afeen

She was scared too -,-

We walked tell we reached the chairs

I was so afraid

..: Sara ALX

i heard my name

I stood up and smile

I was happy

She gave me my diploma

My mum cried

My dad he didnt come my mum discovered that he drink wine and married to another woman even 3mamii can they were ashamed that his another wife is raga9a

I knew everything in the house even that my dad drink wine ,

But the thing that i didnt know tell now is why my mother didnt want to divorce.

Is it because she loved him ? No body knows

Every thing finished

My mum hugged me all 5awalii / 5alatii and 7areemhom yaw even 3mamii w 7areemhom

But i love my mother side more they are open minded is somethings w y36oun 7ag elmara bs 3mamii 3andhom elreyayel ma y9eer yeg3doon m3a el7areem

Oh i forgot to tell you about Rakan

We hangout sometimes

Me, s3oud and Rakan

But when they give each other death stares

I know that they will fight

Anyway, we went to mais alghanim

Rakan and his mother came

His mother hugged me and wished me luck

Then she said to s3oud who was talking to my mom about something to get up and set in another chair

She want to talk to mum

Seconds i saw s3oud setting infront of me

S3oud : hala belSenior

I laughed

Me : hala feek

S3oud : saro abii awareech shy t3alii m3ay

I grabed my purse

Me : ok

We were walking to The car parking

He open a car that was porsche boxter

S3oud with a smile : this is a gift

Me : lish ?

S3oud : 3ashan ref3tay esm your family w you got the highest GPA w testahleen

I couldnt hold my self i hugged him

He hugged me back

..... : SARA S3OUD SHNU G3D TSAWOON

ahhh thank god it was